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Entries for November, 2003

November 3rd, 2003

Alternative.

Posted by Kougaiji at 01:45 AM on November 3, 2003.

this will be an alternative for my now-defuct blog in windprism. i think i need to master the coding of blogger.com and to create a nicer template for my own blog.

damn em bugs. >:O

Currently listening to: Sting's King of Pain
Currently feeling: grumpy

RAWR!

Intro.

Posted by Kougaiji at 03:18 AM on November 3, 2003.

and oh yeah, since it's my first dy of posting i'll introduce myself through this questionnaire:

LAYER 0NE:
-- Name: Adrian Richard Sison
-- Birth date: August 11, 1981
-- Birthplace: Makati, Rizal
-- Current Location: Makati City
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Black with dashes of white
-- Height: 179 cms
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo

LAYER TWO:

-- The shoes you wore today: Diesel
-- Your weakness: anime and music
-- Your fears: spiders
-- Your perfect pizza: super supreme pan pizza
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: to be anything successful

LAYER THREE:

-- Your most overused phrase(s) on YM/ICQ: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: anong oras na?
-- Your best physical feature: eyes and eyebrows
-- Your bedtime: anytime available
-- Your most missed memory: highschool life

Layer FOUR:

-- In love?: not for now

LAYER FIVE:

-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: shit!
-- Sing: a lot
-- Take a shower everyday: of course! (is wisik-wisik considerable?)
-- Have a crush: shemps
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: right here!
-- Like(d) high school: hindi ko nalasap eh
-- Want to get married: once i become successful
-- Believe in yourself: a lot of times
-- Get motion sickness: kinda
-- Think you're attractive: at times, yes
-- Think you're a health freak?: no
-- Get along with your parent(s): very much
-- Like thunderstorms: this sounds freaky but, i like watching it
-- Play an instrument: no

LAYER SIX:

In the past month..
-- drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: uhm...............
-- Made Out: i don't get it
-- Gone on a date: if with my sis is considerable, yes
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: a pack
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: yes

LAYER SEVEN:

Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of
clothing: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: yes
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no

LAYER EIGHT:

-- Age you hope to be married: does it matter to you?
-- Numbers and Names of Children: two...names? never thought about it yet.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Prague, Czech Republic
-- How do you want to die: HAHAHA! what a silly question!
-- Where do you want to go to college: i am in college!
-- when you grow up: a graphic artist or a professional singer

LAYER NINE:

drugs taken illegally: never
people I could trust with my life: friends and family
CDs that I own: i download
tattoos: i wish
scars on my body: a lot on my hands and feet
things in my past that i regret: being a nerdy guy in high school

Currently listening to: Marilyn Manson's This Is The New Shit
Currently feeling: good

RAWR!

errands, errands, and more errands.

Posted by Kougaiji at 02:09 PM on November 3, 2003.

getting used to this. it's nice to have a blogger this convenient to use. actually, today's a loader. i have a whole day of errands and the-not-so-important-things that i want to do. actually it's 2 pm right now and i really have to be going but lemme input something into this blog.

first to start off, bills bills bills. gonna pay the phone bill and my bro's credit card. malapit lang naman, dyan lang sa ayala. next i'm going to bring our dirty clothes to the laundry. then i'm going to decorate the house with christmas decorations. i always decorate the house first week of november. then, gonna meet marian at greenhills for something that we will be talking about, but i have no idea what's up. kinda funny. duh.

gonna buy me a new load for the prepaid internet card. kokonti na lang sya eh so i have to throw some moolah again. :yuck:

Currently listening to: R.E.M.'s Bad Day
Currently feeling: cranky

3 growls.

November 4th, 2003

popoi.

Posted by Kougaiji at 11:32 AM on November 4, 2003.

marian kidnapped me and brought me to god knows where. yeah, you heard it, she kidnapped me... well in a good sense of way. why? i was surprised to see my good ol' buddy popoi along with her. kinda weird though. i never thought marian knew popoi all the way so hahaha.

yesterday was a tiring day. prior to that marian incident i have done the errands my bro requested me. went to ayala, pay this, pay that. went home, arrange the laundry.... and it was raining like crazy.

so in the evening we had a bit of reunion with poppee. it really was a surprise because i never thought seeing him along with marian.

Currently listening to: Elvis Presley's All Shook Up
Currently feeling: relaxed

RAWR!

bishonen.

Posted by Kougaiji at 01:23 PM on November 4, 2003.

okay okay. being a bishonen, hanggang pangarap lang yan. pero try ko na rin mag take ng test. ^^




EEEvil....

Find out what bishonen you are.


okay... i disagree that i'm a bishie.
but i agree that i'm eeeeevil~

2 growls.

November 5th, 2003

counting blue cars.

Posted by Kougaiji at 02:31 AM on November 5, 2003.

i got my copy of our jamming session! ....nuff said.

i asked alex aka |siam_shade| to send me a copy of our band, Disarm's cover of Counting Blue Cars which originally done by Dishwalla. after that it gave me goosebumps. i thought it wasn't me singing, but it is. i never heard my singing voice before in any other recording platform (a video camera's sound quality is not that good even with its built-in mic).

nuff said.

tonight is a bit silent in the chatroom but it's not that boring to speak up and say anything because anybody will respond, particularly alex, mhai, gox and elena.

:roy:

nightshift will never be the same.

Currently listening to: Outkast's Hey Ya
Currently feeling: happy

4 growls.

updates.

Posted by Kougaiji at 06:48 PM on November 5, 2003.

a bit messy here in my home. gonna move it or else i'll be spanked.

by the way, i updated my animeonline.net's member avatar. since i reaziled that this tabulas too is a bit plain, i choose a different color, yellow... and a different character, Jounouchi Katsuya of Yu-Gi-Oh. i'll blog more about today later during nightshift.

Currently listening to: Basement Jaxx's Rendez-vu
Currently feeling: blank

RAWR!

November 6th, 2003

quiz again.

Posted by Kougaiji at 02:31 PM on November 6, 2003.

i never had a time to input something last night i was too damn sleepy.... maybe later. for now i need to take this test....


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net


yeah, it's called teamwork. :p
Currently listening to: Daa! Daa! Daa!'s Heart no Tsubasa

RAWR!

puppies.

Posted by Kougaiji at 08:38 PM on November 6, 2003.

after school, i visited ate wecy for a change.

ate wecy's shop is on service since april this year. after their opening i made a small billboard and some shop rules just to let the costumers know everything. i removed that previous billboard and made a new one. its motif is maroon. thought of maybe i can make the site's color maroon too. maybe i can get into that later on.

then i saw this huge puppy of achie's by the name Abu. damn. i was melting with glee. my closest friends know me as a guy with a soft spot to animals.... particularly dogs and cats. and Abu was the most adorable lil pup i have ever played with... which that pup i don't own (oh how i wish). then i saw Snow White, the other dog of the household, still playful as usual.

what surprised me today is that one of the housecats dumedede sa isa nilang aso na si Whitey... tawa ako ng tawa. as in.

i copied some gba games. i copied two eps of Saiyuki Reload. and i saw JJ's hair's like a piece of.... wig.

nuff said.

:ninja:

Currently listening to: Coldplay's God Put A Smile Upon Your Face
Currently feeling: tired

2 growls.

November 7th, 2003

a dog, a bear, and more puppies.

Posted by Kougaiji at 08:26 PM on November 7, 2003.

just like i said, i will make the site maroon.

but last night was horrible, til now i only slept two and a half hours last night, so i feel so damn dizzy... but i feel good. maybe because of what i have accomplished today: Sugoi! Online anniversary page.

went to ate recy's place again in the afternon to upload the site along with kuya leo. yeah yeah, laughter set in during the hard rain that fell onto us. afterwards kuya leo went to Megamall cause they have a date with Mike. so i left alone, uploading the page when there i saw somehing horrible for my time... the webpage makers Dreamweaver and Frontpage are gone in the server's harddisk.

after that dsl problems in the evening. i planned to be home by 5pm..... and it's already 8 pm and i wasn't even home yet.

yep. i'm doomed.... and sleepy.... and satisfied.

Currently listening to: Jason Mraz's Curbside Prophet
Currently feeling: worried

RAWR!

November 11th, 2003

nemo.

Posted by Kougaiji at 12:37 PM on November 11, 2003.

kuya bought some dvd bootlegs home: the Matrix Revolutions, X-men 2, and Finding Nemo. Nemo is a good movie.... just like Ice Age. See it for yourself.

i went to ate recy's place yesterday. from the distance i saw someone familiar to me eating at a nearby canteen. it was Jjay. he said he 's observing or maybe upgrading their (along with Nico but he was not there) business of whatsoever in the recy's internet shop.

just wasting time... wasting time... wasting time... yadda yadda.

as the sun sets in Dandan came in the shop. damn, wrong timing. i was about to go home then. sheesh.

today i bought another 20-hour internet prepaid card.... another money wasted.

and oh yeah, i just opened this small pack of Mentos Grape Flavor and found a piece and a half.

weird, but neat.

Currently listening to: Daft Punk's around the world
Currently feeling: satisfied

2 growls.

maroon.

Posted by Kougaiji at 06:47 PM on November 11, 2003.

babagayan ko yung Sugoi! kaya gagawin kong kulay maroon tong tabulas ko. sabagay isa din naman akong maroon. :p
Currently listening to: Fantastic Plastic Machine's Beatiful Days
Currently feeling: well.... maroon.

3 growls.

November 12th, 2003

zzzzz.

Posted by Kougaiji at 07:45 PM on November 12, 2003.

first, gonna start off with some tests....

1. Your Japanese Name Is...

Your Japanese Name is Terra (Earth). Other good
names would be Shizuka (Quiet), Haruko (spring
child), Midori (green), or Kaede (Maple Leaf)
You love nature more than being human.
Actually, you would prefer to be an animal.


Your Japanese Name Is...
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2. What SD position suits you best?

Forward
You are a FORWARD.

You are either, Power forward like Sakuragi or
Small forward like Rukawa. Any of the two is
quite good and you are flexible with any
position.


What SD position suits you best?
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3. What Finding Nemo Character are You?

You are NEMO!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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4. Which Yugioh character would you play if you were in Yu-Gi-Oh???

Joey
Joey:As adorable as you can be at times,you can get
serious when you have to.You deeply care for
your younger sister or sibling and everyone
knows its abvious you like mai. You are also
quite the comedian when with your friends


Which Yugioh character would you play if you were in Yu-Gi-Oh???WITH PICTURES!!
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wow... the fourth one is a big LOL!

okay... now the blog....

never been sleepier in my life. i dunno why. i slept early last night, so early that i didn't bother myself to go online. the moment i woke up and go to school i still felt sleepy. i got home, went to dawn's place and slept there. got here and still feeling sleepy... until now. heck what's wrong with me? maybe i think i need to somehow make proper arrangements for myself.

the site is still offline. stoopid server. how i wish i can spank the owner. heheh. i really think i need to look for another nifty site with no ads (yep, you heard me.... ads, not Adz, period). kahit maliit lang ang space basta it's 20 megs above.

c3con is coming near. i wanna cosplay some character, my friends urges me to cosplay, and i just wanna make bit of a change for myself in some other way. seems that i wanna have an exposure. i miss those days when we were in high school. we, my former bandmates and i, were known then as the Savage Garden of the campus. sounds boastful? just telling the truth dude.

still thinking some character to cosplay either of the following: Roronoa Zoro (the one i did at the cosplay party), Dokugakuji (Benson was encouraging me to but it's so costly), Momochi Zabuza (another one), and Seishiro Sakurazuka (which i prefer).

but before that i need to talk to Billy and the guys. they, except Dawn, still doesn't have an idea that i want for us to play at the c3con. how i wish it will happen... and if ever so that will happen i would never be happier. it was once my wish to sing in some event along with my good buddy Billy which never happened until the WAA Cosplay Party was held. kinda surprised my friends with that and it really was a blast... although i find that latter part of the event a failure. *pats Sonnaqs*

oh yeah, it was a shocker when Dandan told me that he and the guy we despised the most along with Billy are in good terms right now. wow, i was shocked than surprised but eventually emotions subsided. yeap, since Dandan really is a nice guy, he forgived that person. i dunno about Billy, but i think he did too. as for me, he still has some apologizing thing to do to forgive him. don't worry, i may have a scary personality but i practise the virtue of forgive and forget. it's just that since he made damage to the way i look at him, it will never be the same. so, i think i have to apologize for that.

friends really come and go so they say.


Currently listening to: The Who's Who Are You? (CSI TV Theme)
Currently feeling: sleepy

3 growls.

November 14th, 2003

coffee?

Posted by Kougaiji at 08:29 AM on November 14, 2003.

the weekend is getting near again. how i wish it will come sooner, cause tomorrow's our grand eb. i will be seeing my friends and buddies again whom i missed in the last month or even more. after that i have to buy some blanks and burn em for Dawn and the others to practise at home for the upcoming event.

yesterday i cleaned the house. surprised? ...and i decorated the house for the upcoming holiday season. heheh.

for today prolly ill be going to ate recy place after school. we'll see about that. but for now i think i need to have a breakfast first. it's kinda too early for me to go online. watching Zoids on CN while drinking a cup of sweetened coffee. gotta watch out for my sugar level. heheh. ^^;

low disk space on C:. sheesh.... I NEED A NEW FUCKIN HARDDISK WITH A LARGER FREAKING DISK SPACE! grrrr.... okay, okay. now that's better. :p

for now i think i need to perk up a bit.
Currently listening to: Sugababes's Hole In The Head
Currently feeling: hungry

1 growls.

tadah!

Posted by Kougaiji at 06:38 PM on November 14, 2003.

i give youuuu..... the newest at the best-looking layout of mine.
and i will replace the layout every month or everytime i want to. ^^

a lot of thanks to sarah twinny for the inspirations. ^^
Currently listening to: Lou Bega's Mambo No. 5
Currently feeling: jubilant

2 growls.

November 17th, 2003

alaxan.

Posted by Kougaiji at 12:35 AM on November 17, 2003.

Ken
You are Ken


What Street Fighter are you? (Pictures!)
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ahem....

this is a tiring evening. imagine you are kinda sleepy at 9am on a sunday morning just to play basketball at our basketball court knowning that there is a dog show going on. i wasn't kinda interested coz it's exclusive for Pitbulls only. yeah, i like dogs but i don't like Pitbulls. >.<

so the game in the morning was denied knowing that there is a vollyball championship game after the event.

so to spend the afternoon, along with my bro and dad, we went to Powerplant Mall to buy some groceries for the house. we were holding this huge number of plastic bags for the three of us, so eventhough our house is only 2 minute drive away we managed to get a taxi.

then our last chance to play basketball. we asked the caretaker if we will be allowed to play the 8-10pm sched and he accepted it. what a surprise for me. i made a couple of baskets on the inside, a shot on the outside, a lot of rebounds, and to my surprise i made a lot of really impressive assists. to my demise poor ol' butterfingers of mine, bnut it was a helluva ballgame and came to realize after the whole day's actrivities i'm still in good shape.

maybe i think after this i need to take Alaxan, expecting to hurt my muscles tomorrow before taking a nooze. ^^

....and oh yeah, Manny Pacquiao rocks!!!
Currently listening to: New Edition's I'm Still In Love With You
Currently feeling: tired

1 growls.

November 18th, 2003

missing.

Posted by Kougaiji at 08:23 PM on November 18, 2003.

*sigh*

i miss the guys. i don't have a load right now coz i'm in a broken state, financially speaking. i'm currently borrowing Benson's prepaid right now just to post this one.

oh yeah, just bought myself a new copy of NBA Live 2004 PC Edition. sweet!
Currently listening to: Stone Sour's Bother
Currently feeling: nostalgic

1 growls.

November 20th, 2003

outlook.

Posted by Kougaiji at 12:16 PM on November 20, 2003.

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PERSONAL STANCE ON:
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Homosexuality: eew, joke!
Abortion: a big no.
Religion: the pillar of hope.
Eating disorders: i'm a slow-eater.
PMS: no comment.
Animal rights: a must.
Love at first sight: why not?
God: the greatest.
Marilyn Manson: freaky, but rocks.
Boy bands: BWAHAHAHA!
Spice girls: skimpy, skimpy, skimpy.
Premarital sex: do we have to?
Titanic: oh Rose! you stupid Rose! you're an idioooot~
Jerry Springer: crazy.
Suicide: foolish.
Self mutilation: you mean fetishes? O.o
Dreams: i feel like a powerful person.
Aliens are: out there... maybe.
Horoscopes: next question please....
Hell: a life without the internet.
Transvestites: be careful....
Pop music: if that's not corny, i'll be onto it.
Rap: not bad.
80's music: ROCK LOBSTEEEEER~!!!
Punk: Sex Pistols babyyyy~

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QUICK ADDITION
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What's the prettiest instrument: drums
Biggest fears: spiders all over my body.... ARGH!!!
Do you care about looks: for my own looks, yes.
Do you like your handwriting: hell yeah.
Looking forward to: more cool anime
Favorite weather: rainy morning
Do you ever wish you were somebody else: i wanna be a rock star.

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DO YOU LIKE
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Giving hugs?: no. i like receiving them. :p
Taking walks in the rain?: yes.
Reincarnation: i don't wanna be a slug anymoooore~
Going on stage?: if i know what i'm going to do, yes.

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DO YOU
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Drink: water? of course, silly.
Smoke: once.
Drugs: NEVAH!
Eat meat: yep.
Insomnia: i have my remedies.
Eat a lot: marami akong gutom....
Sleep a lot: how i wish i have the time. --;
Eat sushi: maybe i'll try some.
Bake: oh no! my house's on fire!!!
Get motion sickness: got used to it.
Get along with your parents: yep.

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WHO DO YOU WANT TO AND WHY
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Kill: George W. Bush
Hear from: my auntie in Canada.
Get really wasted with: nobody.
Look like: Adz the Magnificent.
Be like: Adz the Magnificent.
Avoid: CHAKIE!!!

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HAVE YOU EVER
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Dated one of your best friends: yes, without malice.
Loved/Liked somebody so much it made you cry: never.
Drank alcohol: of course.
Done drugs: NEVAH!
Broken the law: shoplifted. :p
Broken a bone: i play basketball, but i never had a fracture before.
Cheated on a test: YES!
Skinny dipped: yeah.
Played Truth or Dare: yeap.
Ridden in a fire truck: nope.
Been on a plane: yep.
Come close to dying: once.
Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: never had a gilfriend... boyfriend? ...MUAHAHAHA! joke.
Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: yes
Eaten a worm/mud pie: eek!
Stayed up till four on the phone: no.
Tipped over a port-a-potty: ang saya!
Fell asleep while eating: weird.
Met someone famous: Donita Rose.
Been in a school play: almost.
Cried in public: when i was a kid, yes.
Seen someone die: my first dog.... i almost cried.

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ARE YOU...
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A vegetarian?: AT BAKIT???
Good grades?: no comment... heheh. nvm.
A good student?: kinda.
Good at sports?: good, yep.
A good singer?: A BIG NO COMMENT!
A good actor/actress?: it seems.
A deep sleeper?: no.
A good dancer?: two left feet.
Shy?: not really.
Outgoing?: yuff!
A good storyteller?: no.
Currently listening to: PIERROT's Psychedelic Lover
Currently feeling: nothing

RAWR!

November 21st, 2003

j-rock.

Posted by Kougaiji at 11:49 PM on November 21, 2003.



the whole two days i was looking for some nice mp3s of j-rock of releases of the year 2003. i found the following:

Porno Graffiti - Melissa
The Brilliant Green - Maybe We Could Go Back To Then
Penicillin - Romance
B'z - It's Showtime!!
Do As Infinity - Would You Marry Me?
HYDE - Lucy in the Sky With Diamonds
Dir en Grey - Marmalade Chainsaw
/\ucifer - Hyper Sonic Soul
MUCC - Syouhu
PIERROT - Psychedelic Lover
w-inds - Long Road

the one in the picture above is one of my current favorite j-rock bands the Asian Kung-fu Generation... the one who sang Haruka Kanata, the second opening of the anime series Naruto.

i saw this news about chinoys being kidnapped for ransom. i thought to myself i have a lot of chinese friends. i just want them to be careful. it really is a jungle out there.

then, in relation to Miriam Defensor-Santiago's son who they said committed suicide just because of failing grades. i am a Miriam-hater, but in the moment i felt sorry for her. because of this, i only have one message for you my friends: DON'T IMITATE HER SON! don't lose hope in every problem you might face. period.
Currently listening to: Porno Graffiti's Melissa
Currently feeling: dorky

2 growls.

November 23rd, 2003

hatred.

Posted by Kougaiji at 02:08 AM on November 23, 2003.

una, ayokong makielam. pangalawa, wala akong masyadong alam. pero magrereact ako sa nangyayari ngayon sa chatroom.

may somewhat maliit na away dito sa munting chatroom natin involving three gals, two against one, of whom i know a lot. medyo mukhang nagkakalabuan sila dahil sa mga simpleng bagay bagay o simpleng hirit na nakakapagreact sila in a violent sense of way.

hindi ako one-sided rito. actually wala akong pinapanigan, pero naiinis lang ako dahil may mga taong makikitid ang ulo at no offense sa mga tatamaan dahil kung talagang makitid ang ulo mo't tinamaan ka, it's just like i'm telling the truth. and as they say, the truth hurts a lot.

bakit nakakainis ang mga taong makikitid ang mga pag-iisip?

kadalasan ito yung mga taong gagawa ng paraan para makakuha ng atensyon sa ibang tao para isipin na wag nyo akong gaguhin at special person ako or you will be condemned to hell. iniiwasan ko ang mga taong ganito eh. yeah i know naging makitid ako dati pero i'm growing up, already 22, and knows already what's right and what's wrong. sa kanila na mga makikitid, GROW UP!

may mga makikitid din na sa sobrang sama ng ugali sisiraan ang mga taong kagalit nila na dahil sa isang bagay o kahit tao na hindi nila talaga magustuhan. now everybody thinks you're as evil as hell. para dun sa tao, ikatutuwa nya ito.

tsaka minsan inggit din eh. yung insecurities lumilitaw. gusto ng taong ito na sya at sya lang ang pinapansin ng mga tao sa paligid nya. magtatampo sya kapag hindi nasunod ang kagustuhan nya.

dederetsohin ko ito pero ayoko pa naman sa mga tao yung napakaarte. malamang layuan ko kayo kung ganito kayo kasi pangit nga naman eh, hindi na po tayo bata plis lang.

huli na ito...

batu-bato sa langit ang tamaan ay huwag magagalit. ang pikon ay laging talo. kaya kung sino man ang natamaan sa sinabi ko, na malamang tamaan man kung totoong ganito nga sila, nililinaw ko lang na wala akong tinutukoy. reaksyon ko lang to kasi talagang ayoko sa tao ang asal-bata.

nga pala, kapag ayoko sa tao, unti-unti kong lalayuan. hindi ko na aantayin na ako naman ang magiging biktima.
Currently feeling: cranky

4 growls.

November 24th, 2003

rave.

Posted by Kougaiji at 12:40 AM on November 24, 2003.

natutuwa ako at nasolve na yung problema na that i was ranting about kahapon. yeah, i was right. i shouldn't have estimated you girls, you solved your problems yourselves. i beg you pardon and i'm so happy for what you have done. ^^

next thing is that i've gotten stucked with the other gang i have, the #waa people. they're driving me nuts... well, for a good cause. last saturday i was like in heaven laughing my ass off anything i was sitting on. that was one of the most hilarious day i have ever been with the guys. gox, pao, anna, hades, ej, and the rest.... sa uulitin. ^^

i'm not too problematic right at this moment after what had happened to us (me and my big bro) a week ago. nagulat nga ako then kasi some of my friends know what happened to me at home na depressed daw ako or some sort at nagwoworry sila. yeah yeah, to be honest i was so depressed that day that i almost cried in front of dawn and benson but i held back my tears. i don't wanna elaborate more about this problem because it is too personal. i don't want others to think about me as a problematic type of person that doesn't want to show his true feelings for his life. being a cheerful guy, i waana stick just as it is. i think it is a nice thing and one of my secrets why my friends love me. one thing is that i'm too cheerful in front of them they can forget their own problems for awhile, and when it's time for me to get serious, i will get serious but with optimism. the other one is that i love my friends like i love my own family and myself. dito ko narealize na ganun pala ka-precious magkaroon ng friends mo na ganun ka-close sa'yo. i never had this kind of experience in high school. kaya nagpapasalamat ako nakilala ko sila... especially those who as very close to me and knows my true personaity, namely kuya leo, nico, benjo, dandan, ate recy, benson, dawn, et al. you've been a good friend to me. and to those who are trying to befriend me, keep on trying guys, i won't bite. in fact, yung kasupladuhan ko nagsusubside yan kapag nakilala ko na kayo ng lubusan. :D

okay kinda sound dramatic pero minsan lang magkaroon ng totoong laman tong tabulas ko.

to my bestfriend nico, get well soon. at sana naman iwas-iwasan mo na ang yosi utang na loob. -.-;
Currently listening to: TQ's Westside
Currently feeling: peaceful

3 growls.

tv? or not tv?

Posted by Kougaiji at 11:30 PM on November 24, 2003.

kinda sleepy at this early time of the day. kinda crappy to say that my body clock is deteriorating again. but thanks to my fast adaptation, i can manage myself. tonight i'm going to make blabbers about things that i watch before when i was a little til the shows that i watch now.

okay, when i was a kid of 12 or maybe 13 what i was watching then at tv everyday was i dunno if you could ever remember the show Perfect Strangers. people of my age should've known this show. aside from that i was a big fan of Doogy Howser, M.D. that kid prodigy who is a doctor even before he reaches college. the other one was McGyver played by Richard Dean Anderson which is an action-packed series with the character could be mistaken as an alchemist because he can create things what's in front of him at the very moment. the other show was the old Mission: Impossible series and of course The Simpsons which i enjoyed a lot.

what am i watching now? CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, CSI Miami, The Amazing Race, and Friends. since i got hooked with the internet my time in watching tv shortened. but yeah, watching shows for mature and intelligent audience seem interestnig for me. but you will never let we watch those chinovelas or ARGH!
Currently feeling: sleepy

1 growls.

November 26th, 2003

banana.

Posted by Kougaiji at 03:02 AM on November 26, 2003.

no classes weee~

the last day of ramadan. although i'm not a muslim, it's considered a holiday and generally it is announced as a holiday. neat.

in the morning i was knocking at the door at dawn's place seeing benson lying on the floor sleeping like a log. it took me more than 45 minutes to realize that the door will never open onto itself, even with benson inside. frustratingly i took a seat outside the door-screen reading Tempo and saw kuya leo towards me. asked me to have a breakfast with him at McDo in Barangka and talk things particularly some problems and plans to visit our late chatter Pao's tomb (not the Pao aka Togabito, buhay pa yun) in his first death anniversary. then we bought his mom's medicine for her diabetes attacks.

once back at dawn's place, benson still asleep, knocked it, benson got up, opened the door screen, let us in.... i took a nap for an hour and a half while insan was cleaning the kitchen.

by the the i woke up dawn said that bea and touya will be there at dawn's place as soon as possible. so i got up, went to insan's place and then chat all they way along with dawn.

as they came, so does jj we had a good wholesome conversation at the garage of insan's. then benson got up and went along as well. then it was the time i have to hurry home.

the moment i got back louanne was there, benson, insan, and jj. i only have one unforgettable moment tonight.

benson: ate louanne, saging oh galing kay kuya leo.
louanne: uy thank you.
***silence***
louanne: teka kainin ko na tong mangga ko bago pa mabulok.

okay. since pareho naman silang dilaw. pwede na rin. pasado na sa standards. heheh.
Currently feeling: sleepy

2 growls.

November 28th, 2003

pinoys.

Posted by Kougaiji at 01:09 AM on November 28, 2003.



now this is nice.

i saw this music vid of Black Eyed Peas in MTV and wondering is that member that looks like a filipino really is a filipino? so i did what i have to do. to solve the problem, i visit some of their sites.

the guy's name is Apl.de.Ap... weird but cool name. and what's nice eventhough he/they is/are already famous he's still proud being a filipino. actually one of the songs in their album Elephunk entitled "The APL Song" has tagalog chorus and message-wise is about ghetto life in the philippines.

here's the lyrics....

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The Apl Song
Black Eyed Peas

Chorus:
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo (Listen up, y'all)
Ako'y may dala-dalang balita galing sa bayan ko (Listen closely, y'all)
Nais kong ipamahagi ang mga kwento
Ng mga pangyayaring nagaganap
Sa lupang pinangako

I:
Every place got a ghetto this is my version
Check it out...
Listen closely yo, I got a story to tell
A version of my ghetto where life felt for real
Some would call it hell but to me it was heaven
God gave me the grace, amazin' ways of living
How would you feel if you had to catch your meal?
Build a hut to live and to eat and chill in.
Having to pump the water outta the ground
The way we put it down utilizing what is around
Like land for farming, river for fishing
Everyone helpin' each other whenever they can
We makin' it happen, from nothin' to somethin'
That's how we be survivin' back in my homeland

Chorus

II:
Yo, its been a while but...
I been back home to my homeland, (check it out) to see what's going on
Man it feels good to be back at home
And it's been a decade, on the journey all alone
I was fourteen when I first left Philippines
I've been away half my life, but it felt like a day
To be next to my mom with her home cooked meal
Meant I felt complete, my emotions I feel!
Now life has changed for me in the U.S
But back at home man, life was a mess...
I guess sometimes life's stresses gets you down
On your knees, oh brother I wish I could have helped you out...

Chorus

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okay just trivia.... other members of the international bands that has a filipino blood that i know are the following....

Mutya Buena of Sugababes,
Kirk Hamett of Metallica,
Sonny Sandoval & Marcos Sandoval of P.O.D., and
the whole band Moonpools and Caterpillars.

yun lang.
Currently listening to: Joe Jackson's Be My Number 2
Currently feeling: satisfied

7 growls.

bleach.

Posted by Kougaiji at 06:43 PM on November 28, 2003.

Bleach, ang manga na kinababaliwan ni ate recy. hindi ko alam kung bakit... maybe sa kadahilanang kamukha ni Sohma Kyou yung bida. posible pero nung subukan ko syang i-download sa Toriyama's World kailangan pa daw sya ng Bit Torrent. eh meron na akong DAP sa pc ko. baka kainin nya ang capacity ng hd ko kaya kunin ko na lang magkataon yung manga courtesy of ate wecy...... and now they can call me the greatest leecher of all. heheh.

andito ako kina ate recy. i tot lenuh and gerard will be here but nico and jjay came in instead. but that's okay, wala naman akong reason for being mad. kasi i believe they have their own reasons.

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nyek i was expecting the other character nuff said. :p
Currently listening to: Semisonic's Chemistry
Currently feeling: happy

4 growls.